Human Problems

I don't know why but I don't like "hanging out" with people. Sure it may be fun...but it's only fun at the moment. It's not a satisfactory feeling I retain in my body for a long time. In fact, it vanishes once I get in my car to go home.

I am usually first to ask "Why?"

But I stopped asking "why?" and started looking deep into my soul for such answers.

(Sounds lame, I know but what else do I got?)

right?

I've always believed I was an anti-social freak because I am socially awkward.

I suck at making friends

I suck at starting conversations

I suck at greeting others

I just suck at being human. (If it even makes sense)

But what can I do?

Even when I'm invited to go out, I always ignore the invitation and just play Leauge of Legends.

What a life.

But maybe someday I will be a social butterfly because I'm tired of just doing nothing.

I'm tired of having my nose stuck in a book.

I'm tired of saying no.

I'm tired of being in my cave.

I want to fly free.

~Rae